Christmas 2009

23rd Dec 2009..

Daddy, Christmas is around the corner.. I miss the time we spent our Christmas together at Orchard.. 

Too many things happened recently and it's just so hard to digest..  The world is changing, even humans are also changing..  Why can't human stay the way they are??  Daddy, am I being too sensitive?  Or I have to accept the fact that human just change anytime????

I have lost the smile ever since you are gone.. I miss you.. Miss your nagging and cook food..

想太多

你笑着说他是朋友
但你眼中太温柔
我的不安那么沉重
只有你不懂

他霸占了你的心中
属于我的角落
所以你说我们不是你和我

是我想太多你总这样说
但你却没有真的心疼我
是我想太多我也这样说
这是唯一能安慰我的理由

他霸占了你的心中
属于我的角落
所以你说我们不是你和我

是我想太多你总这样说
但你却没有真的心疼我
是我想太多我也这样说
这是唯一能安慰我的理由

我想我没有错怪了什么
虽然你不说都是错在我
太晚我才懂爱了你太多

是我想太多你总这样说
但你却没有真的心疼我
是我想太多我也这样说
这是唯一能安慰我的理由

我問天 - 翁立友

24th Nov 2009..

Daddy's favorite song when he is still around..

Daddy, I'm really missing you badly..  Knowing the fact that you are no longer around makes me feel so pain..  I'm crying in pain everyday..  Daddy, I want you back..  Why must God take you away from me??

最后一次

在我最后一次 闭上眼睛之前 我想对你说我爱你 在你怀里 舍不得放弃 心里有千万语还没说给你听 我使尽最后一次全力 不想闭上眼睛 这次告别就不能再相遇 不能再陪你 但不要忘记 你曾经答应我你会好好活下去 先走了 去了好远的地方 不能再陪你看日出 等不到天亮 所有回忆 抹去 却并不容易 生死由天决定 不要太伤心 在我最后一次 闭上眼睛之前 我想对你说我爱你

It's Sunday

22nd Nov 2009..

It's Sunday but there is no sign of Daddy.. The house is so quiet..  I miss you badly, Daddy..

Charmaine's primary one orientation

21st Nov 2009..

Wake up early in the morning at 7am to prepare to go for Charmaine's primary one orientation..  I was not in the mood at all because daddy is not around to share the joy and excitement with me..  I'm sure daddy will be very happy to see his grand-daughter in her primary school uniform..

Daddy, please watch over Charmaine in heaven..  Bless her being a good and healthy girl..  I promise to bring her up properly..

I love you Daddy.. ALWAYS!!  Never ever once leave my heart..

Daddy, I love you..

15th Nov 2009..

A day I lost someone I truly love and respect..

Daddy, I should have tell you how much I love you when you are still around..

In loving memories of my beloved father
24th Jul 1955 ~ 15th Nov 2009

Tired Beat At Office!!

10th Nov 2009; Tuesday..

After a day MC, a pile of work waiting for me on my desk..

Super stress!! 
POs acknowledgment, follow up, emails, packing slip, filling, mailing, stock check and ETC.. ALL YET DONE!!  Gosh~

When will my work load lessen??  Many work to be done yet boss is not hiring someone to help..  Arghhh....

HELP!!  HELP!!  HELP.....

JYSS Gathering

05th Nov 2009; Thursday.. 

Went to East Coast Park to meet up with JYSS peeps.. Got a shocked when so many of them actually changed so much.. From a short little childish guy turned into a tall grown men and from a little cute girl turned into a pretty swan..  I was like.... "WOW"...

Most of them are working right now and have their own lives or family..  So happy for all of them..

We laugh, joke and brings up the past in school days..  All of us miss the older days..  Just too bad that not everyone is there with us..  But still we have a great night catching up tho it's a rush and last minute gathering..  Seriously hope to have another gathering soon with all the JYSS peeps again..  =)